Surprised by Evening
There is unknown dust that is near us
Waves breaking on shores just over the hill
Trees full of birds that we have never seen
Nets drawn with dark fish.
The evening arrives; we look up and it is there
It has come through the nets of the stars
Through the tissues of the grass
Walking quietly over the asylums of the waters.
The day shall never end
we think:
We have hair that seemed born for the daylight;
But
at last
the quiet waters of the night will rise
And our skin shall see far off
as it does under water.
Waking from Sleep
Inside the veins there are navies setting forth
Tiny explosions at the water lines
And seagulls weaving in the wind of the salty blood.
It is the morning. The country has slept the whole winter.
Window seats were covered with fur skins
the yard was full
Of stiff dogs
and hands that clumsily held heavy books.
Now we wake
and rise from bed
and eat breakfast!-
Shouts rise from the harbor of the blood
Mist
and masts rising
the knock of wooden tackle in the sunlight.
Now we sing
and do tiny dances on the kitchen floor.
Our whole body is like a harbor at dawn;
We know that our master has left us for the day.
Poems in Three Parts
1
Oh
on an early morning I think I shall live forever!
I am wrapped in my joyful flesh
As the grass is wrapped in its clouds of green.
2
Rising from a bed
where I dreamt
Of long rides past castles and hot coals
The sun lies happily on my knees;
I have suffered and survived the night
Bathed in dark water
like any blade of grass.
3
The strong leaves of the box-elder tree
Plunging in the wind
call us to disappear
Into the wilds of the universe
Where we shall sit at the foot of a plant
And live forever
like the dust.
Snowfall in the Afternoon
1
The grass is half-covered with snow.
It was the sort of snowfall that starts in late afternoon
And now the little houses of the grass are growing dark.
2
If I reached my hands down
near the earth
I could take handfuls of darkness!
A darkness was always there
which we never noticed.
3
As the snow grows heavier
the cornstalks fade farther away
And the barn moves nearer to the house.
The barn moves all alone in the growing storm.
4
The barn is full of corn
and moves toward us now
Like a hulk blown toward us in a storm at sea;
All the sailors on deck have been blind for many years.
In a Train
There has been a light snow.
Dark car tracks move in out of the darkness.
I stare at the train window marked with soft dust.
I have awakened at Missoula
Montana
utterly happy.
Driving to Town Late to Mail a Letter
It is a cold and snowy night. The main street is deserted.
The only things moving are swirls of snow.
As I lift the mailbox door
I feel its cold iron.
There is a privacy I love in this snowy night.
Driving around
I will waste more time.
Watering the Horse
How strange to think of giving up all ambition!
Suddenly I see with such clear eyes
The white flake of snow
That has just fallen in the horse's mane!
After Long Busyness
I start out for a walk at last after weeks at the desk.
Moon gone
plowing underfoot
no stars; not a trace of light!
Suppose a horse were galloping toward me in this open field?
Every day I did not spend in solitude was wasted.
Counting Small-boned Bodies
Let's count the bodies over again.
If we could only make the bodies smaller
The size of skulls
We could make a whole plain white with skulls in the moonlight!
If we could only make the bodies smaller
Maybe we could get
A whole year's kill in front of us on a desk!
If we could only make the bodies smaller
We could fit
A body into a finger-ring
for a keepsake forever.
Looking into a Face
Conversation brings us so close! Opening
The surfs of the body
Bringing fish up near the sun
And stiffening the backbones of the sea!
I have wandered in a face
for hours
Passing through dark fires.
I have risen to a body
Not yet born
Existing like a light around the body
Through which the body moves like a sliding moon.
The Hermit
Darkness is falling through darkness
Falling from ledge
To ledge.
There is a man whose body is perfectly whole.
He stands
the storm behind him
And the grass blades are leaping in the wind.
Darkness is gathered in folds
About his feet.
He is no one. When we see
Him
we grow calm
And sail on into the tunnels of joyful death.
Insect Heads
These insects
golden
And Arabic
sailing in the husks of galleons
Their octagonal heads also
Hold sand paintings of the next life.
Passing an Orchard by Train
Grass high under apple trees.
The bark of the trees rough and sexual
the grass growing heavy and uneven.
We cannot bear disaster
like
the rocks-
swaying nakedly
in open fields.
One slight bruise and we die!
I know no one on this train.
A man comes walking down the aisle.
I want to tell him
that I forgive him
that I want him
to forgive me.
Driving my Parents Home at Christmas
As I drive my parents home through the snow
their frailty hesitates on the edge of a mountainside.
I call over the cliff
only snow answers.
They talk quietly
of hauling water
of eating an orange
of a grandchild's photograph left behind last night.
When they open the door of their house
they disappear.
And the oak when it falls in the forest who hears it through miles and miles of silence?
They sit so close to each other…as if pressed together by the snow.
For My Son Noah Ten Years Old
Nigh and day arrive
and day after day goes by
And what is old remains old
and what is young remains young
and grows old.
The lumber pile does not grow younger
nor the two-by-fours lose their darkness
but the old tree goes on
the barn stands without help so many years;
the advocate of darkness and night is not lost.
The horse steps up
swings on one leg
turns its body
the chicken flapping claws onto the roost
its wings whelping and walloping
but what is primitive is not to be shot out into the night and the dark.
And slowly the kind man comes closer
loses his rage
sits down at table.
So I am proud only of those days that pass in undivided tenderness
when you sit drawing
or making books
stapled
with messages to the world
or coloring a man with fire coming out of his hair.
Or we sit at a table
with small tea carefully poured.
So we pass our time together
calm and delighted.
At Midocean
All day I loved you in a fever
holding on to the tail of the horse.
I overflowed whenever I reached out to touch you.
My hand moved over your body
covered
With its dress
Burning
rough
an animal's hand or foot moving over leaves.
The rainstorm retires
clouds open
sunlight
sliding over ocean water a thousand miles from land.
In Rainy September
In rainy September
when leaves grow down to the dark
I put my forehead down to the damp
seaweed-smelling sand.
What can we do but choose? The only way for human beings
is to choose. The fern has no choice but to live;
for this crime it receives earth
water
and night.
we close the door. "I have no claim on you."
Dusk comes. "The love I have had with you is enough."
We know we could live apart from the flock.
The sheldrake floats apart from the flock.
The oaktree puts out leaves alone on the lonely hillside.
Men and women before us have accomplished this.
I would see you
and you me
once a year.
We would be two kernels and not be planted.
We stay in the room
door closed
lights out.
I weep with you without shame and without honor.